To be coming back to dA. Like most of the friends I had on here are either inactive or just out of touch. And it feels weird when I try to reconnect with them. Like the puzzle pieces are there but I can't put them together. I miss everyone that I used to talk to on here but I'm afraid by messaging them or something I'll just be annoying them really. Some of my best friends were people I'd met on here but even if I tried to become friends with them again I'm really just scared that it won't go very well. If I could rewind time I'd love to go back and try to fix it so I'd have stayed in touch with everyone but it just didn't turn out that way. Sorry for such a depressing journal guys. But I just really needed to vent a little bit.